Hypnotic Fascination.

Last Christmas.

2009-12-21T18:48:00.001+08:00

HEHE DO YOU LIKE MY WEDGES IT MAKES ME 10CM TALLER WOOOOO.

I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
who'll give me something in return
I'll give it to someone
hold my heart and watch it burn
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
I've got you here to stay
I can love you for a day
I thought you were someone special
gave you my heart
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone
last christmas I gave you my heart
you gave it away
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone

"Baby I'll never give your heart away". HAHAHA.

Okay gtg, meeting Estee soon :)

CHLOE HONEY BUNNY SPARKLES BAKED & KILLED ZOMBIES TODAY!

2009-12-23T04:23:00.002+08:00

Hello I spent 5 hours baking cookies with the guidance of mum. :) Was supposed to pass to someone and Kenneth but HE SAID HE HAD FORGOTTEN TO CALL ME. NEH NEH PORK! :( Mild fever running but still. A rather fruitful day. Midnight L4D2 with Michelle,Elton,LauWu and woooo. Darren boy! Glad he came to the east to have his sleepover or whatsoever. Walking home was freaking funneh. Heard some noises in the waters, SCARY SHIT! And Darren shocked himself by stepping on a branch! HAHAHAHA! Spending time with 'em makes me a hapy kid. *Grins* Tomorrow's my last day in Singapore till I fly off for good. Kidding! Hehe.

THIS DOESN'T FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS AT ALL THOUGH. *sulks*

424am.

2009-12-23T04:25:00.002+08:00

Should I wish him?

I'm even think of giving him the cookies.

Cause he used to say it's nice.

HAHAHA.

It's been a year though.

Sigh.

Okay let me go brainwash myself now.

*weeeshweeeshwashwashswishswish*

LAUWUWUWUWUWU says:

2009-12-23T04:37:00.001+08:00

Ingredients for cookies : heart , soul , (ah definitely!)sweat(urghhh?? eew no way I SWEAT GLITTER OKAY), flour and VIRUS( -_-)!

557am

2009-12-22T05:59:00.000+08:00

"at 4:47am i am awake. my weak state of consciousness almost allows me to doze off again but the heat prevents me. slowly moving from my room to the hallway, the unusual warmth overwhelms and panics me. i walk outside and it is freezing but so refreshing. as i calm down and breathe in the cool air, i remember. the dream of us. i remember by stepping into the cold twilight how in the warmth i had sleepily mistaken for the heater i had been safely enveloped in your arms. i don’t know where we were or how we ended up that way but we just lay there in comfortable silence- more than comfortable. the kind of silence that communicates more than our meager words ever could. and we just lay there together so warmly wrapped in this mesmerizing silence as if we had all of eternity to speak through little caresses and small sighs. as this recollection starts flooding back to me i move inside quickly and lay down hoping that i may resume this illusion of being so safely with you. but the dawn is cruel and though i have closed my eyes in a feeble attempt to see you again, i instead see the faint light dripping through my shutters and hear the bird that nests outside of my window singing it’s morning call. now you are lost; lost till i can once more close my eyes and drop away completely to feel the warmth of your embrace from so far a distance."

2009-12-22T04:49:00.001+08:00

449AM.

STILL AWAKE.

-_-

E36R.

2009-12-22T04:20:00.000+08:00

Cock-faced with a pimple on theee forehead. Great. HAHAHA

Specs mangz. I wanted to camwhore(just so you know, I gladly filled sam and JingLin's camera with my faces hehehe)

Haven't seen my million dollarzzz smilez for a long time ey.

Bakes-in-a-jar team a.k.a the nicest e36r peeps.

LOL @ SHEU

1 more photo.

kthxbaizzzz.

If the sky is falling down.

2009-12-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

Met Estee babe for dinner. Shopped a lil, topshop(owwww discounts yay!) & new falsies hehehe! Ohhhhh. Fancy seeing Daryl Chow after dinner. What a small world. haha. Met the BFF for a mini chilling session. Her Macdonalds delivery was delayed by our favourite security guard and *ahem* I watched "XIAOSASA" came to life. HAHAHAH! Tomorrow's gonna be spent with mum, and maybe hit town with BFF for more shopping! Damn. I seriously should control the luxury of a debit card. BUT BUT BUT... WHO CAN RESIST RETAIL THERAPHY!!!

2009-12-22T00:55:00.001+08:00

Breathing. I am still.

2009-12-21T02:13:00.003+08:00

Pushing every ounce of yourself, to be the perfect daughter, the perfect lover, the perfect friend- well at the end of the day you’ll come to terms that perfection is overrated. You breathe in blames, accept opposing claims, at the end of the day you’re not so yourself anymore huh? It’s more like, just an empty flask. You feel anger burning within, but yet staying cool on the outside. Brimming with thoughts and opinions of others, your own ones dissolved into theirs. Putting yourself down so you don’t dash hopes, forcing the urges to disagree, but no. You back down, back them up,and the best part? You don’t even exist unless needed. That’s sad.

2009-12-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

I am not defeated.

Yet.

YOU GO, GLEN COCO!

2009-12-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

This holiday's pretty _____(fill-in-the-blanks-yourself). I love it that I THINK I've plenty of free time but gag. School's on the 7thJan. WHAADDDAAAFUCK. I barely have time for sleep, barely have time for a proper meal. Everyone's busy or broke, or just very busy and very broke. Speaking of being broke my bank account's drying up. NEH NEH PORK. ANYONE WANNA DONATE? IT'LL BE A LOVELY CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ^^V And as for Christmas, I can sadly say that my wish-made-upon-the-shooting-star-seen-at-work-last-month has poofed! away.So much for believing in wishes and dreams-come-true. :(What I had wanted will never come true. DANGZ!

Uncanny.

2009-12-20T01:54:00.003+08:00

the clock, it stopped working at a quarter past three.

I just want something beautiful.

HEY YO HEY YO!

2009-12-20T01:06:00.000+08:00

Today was rather lovely. Met Daddy for dinner, and we had a good meal. Grandfather was full of his yak-yak. -_- I asked Dad to drop me off at Rissa's condo. And when I told him to turn to the drop-off point, he said okay, and turned right,into the the garage. LOL. Funny dad! Chilled with BFF, I love spending time with my biatch! Okay, tomorrow's yet another busy day GOOOOO NIGHT!

*bear with me for the moment, no photos as my laptop's under repair. Oh bother!

YO KENNETH, THIS IS FOR YOU(blog song hehehe)

2009-12-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

If you need a friend,
don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end,
I'll always be there.

And when you're in doubt,
and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around,
and I'll be there.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, ~~I'll make you fall for me,~~
I promise, I promise you I will.

When your day is through,
and so is your temper,
You know what to do,
I'm gonna always be there.

Striked out the words cause you've fallen for me what, right(hehehehe winkwink). Love you bro, take care and see you soon!

ARGH FAGZ USING DESKTOP THUS NO PHOTOS.

2009-12-19T01:24:00.000+08:00

But they say a picture's worth a thousand words. So here goes.

But then again.

I wrote a post, a long long post but hah. Shall not publish it. Sick of hearing people labelling "bel-amour" as "bel-emo". -_- Christmas shopping with family today! Contemplating on Crystal Jade and tampopo but boy am I glad Daddy wants Tampopo. Sick of xiao long paozzsx already. Christmas shopping was finished within 5 minutes with both my arms dangling with numerous shopping bags. And the sad truth was that only one teensy meensy present was mine. From mum. Dad says I'll get my fair share during my trip. Incredible or whut! Alright tomorrow's gonna be one heck of a busy day wooooo!

Okay that was only 104 words but ah...well you didn't get a full picture and you've just wasted time reading 104 words Goooo night! MUAHAHAHAHA

2009-12-19T01:13:00.000+08:00

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again.
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night,
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight.
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate,
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind,
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.

2009-12-18T16:05:00.002+08:00

“For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.”

— The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

2009-12-18T05:52:00.001+08:00

552am. Why am I not asleep!!!!

13388.) I can honestly say that I am completely and entirely over you.

2009-12-18T02:40:00.001+08:00

Outing with ChloeT(who made me wait 2hours for the 2nd time *ahem*). Bought a dress, and the 4inches wedges I've been aiming for. I can now be 133cm! WOOOHOOOO.AWESOME OR WHUT!Butter nan,Garlic nan,Butter Chicken and yummy chicken porridge for dinner. We were like,totally famished, hehehe! Chalet photos (courtesy of Sam) are out. Droopy faces drained of energy. OH MY GAWWDDDD(kenneth's style) What could I expect. No choices but to don on those stupid glasses due to stupid broken blood vessels in eye.>:(

My week is unfortunately packed again. Just when I wanted a good ole "rest and relax' holiday.

geee.

2009-12-18T03:36:00.003+08:00

shall get a new piercing soon.

RUN.

2009-12-17T14:00:00.003+08:00

Class Chalet was FUNTASTIC mangz! Day 1 was just BBQ and then the girls turned the room into a club. Sam was super high and hahaha I had fun hehehe ;) Day 2 was to Escape and oh meee gaqwd we Q-ed twice just for the Viking ship (Y) Luther dropped me off and let me see.. Oh I met Elton,Lauwu and Mich for a movie, "avatar" . So we sat through 2 freaking hours watching "a bunch of blue tac running around" (quoted mich) hahaha!

Anyway,

-Shall post the 800plus photos of chalet when classmates tag me in FB(Oh my fucking hell I can't imagine how weary I'll look like in the photos hahaha)

-Gonna delete/lock(?) this and the rest of my old blogs soon.

BYE!

***Roadblocks, delays, and last minute turnarounds will make you crazy now, especially since you're already feeling a bit on the vulnerable side - and perhaps a bit confused, too. If those feelings happen along now, handle them with a secret weapon the heavens have passed along - one that's impossible to overcome: optimism.

BYEEEEEEEEEE FOR THE TIME BEING.

2009-12-15T13:46:00.004+08:00

some bloody blood vessel in my right eye burst. SO DAMN UNLUCKY -_-

anyway,

WATCH THIS SPACE, WILL BE BACK IN 2 DAYS OR SO!

*twitter for updates though

Damnit's not God's last name.

2009-12-15T00:08:00.001+08:00

Gavin graves dropped me a message. SAOSIN FRONT ROW TIX ARE GONEEEE. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO :( MUSE? GONEEEEEEEEEEEE. BANG BANG BANGZ, just our luck.

>:(

**On a random note,I miss hanging out and just chilling.

But seriously, GOD DAMNIT what a sucky holiday! Breeeeeeeeeeee!

ER HAHAHAHA..

2009-12-14T19:45:00.000+08:00

HELLLLOOOOOO WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? I SPENT $__ IN LIKE LESS THAN 5 MINS. DAMN YOU "ONLINE SHOPPING"

-_-

Anyway I had a good day today!